Google the definition of the noun kibosh, and you’ll find something like this: “to spoil or destroy an idea or plan.” Londoner Kai Bosch therefore adopts a fitting homophone for his artistry, his music so often addressing the unspooling of relationships; and love’s great plans. Coming out as gay at 14, Bosch embraced his vulnerabilities in favour of rejecting them. It is in these grapples with his identity that forms the basis of his brand of vibrant alt-pop. On “Spider”, one of his most popular singles to date, the ethereal multi-instrumentalist imagines his love as the aforementioned creature, stepped on as if something to be feared and repulsed by.
Not one to lighten the mood simply for the sake of it, on “Tulips” we find the Cornish-born singer attempting to grasp hold of a relationship that has already found itself smashed against the rocks. With little left to latch onto but the recollections of a love now lost, Bosch imagines the memories of his former flame as a tangible object, its imprint crushed between the covers of a book forever. “The song was inspired by the idea of flower pressings and how you can preserve the colour and beauty of something that is still dead nonetheless – and how I wish I could do that to the relationship I had with my ex,” he explains.
Bosch continues, “‘Tulips’ is about the realisation that you have nothing left to give to a relationship, it’s a bittersweet feeling of optimism and hope for the future while also feeling a pang of regret that things aren’t the way they once were. I wrote it towards the end of a stint living with my ex boyfriend and realising that giving my love to him wasn’t worth my time anymore as I wasn’t getting anything in return.”
